I Retired from Teaching

 My teaching career was monumental by its continued paycheck protection. I made good steady money for my family and health insurance. According to all standards my life has been charmed and my career reputable. Since retiring and the advent of the pandemic I haven't given it much thought. Worrying I might die is scary enough. So, since retiring from teaching I have kept my social connections but not the professional connections. 

I would like to sell at craft fairs but the covid thing made everything crazy. I have clung to people and want to keep video chats with Jillian. Amanda lives with me and has been watching me play video games all day and vape medical marijuana and. 

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